CupCaKes

hahaha.... 1st trial aku wat cupcake....

agak messy sket... hehehehe

YoU'rE NoT SoRrY!!!!!!!!!!!!

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around.
I've been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down.
And it's taken me this long baby but I figured you out.
And you think it will be fine again but not this time around.

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, ohh no no no

Looking so innocent, I might believe you if I didn't know.
Could've loved you all my life if you hadn't left me waiting in the cold.
And you've got your share of secrets and I'm tired of being last to know.
And now you're asking me to listen cause it's worked each time before.

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, ohh no no no

You're not sorry ohh no no

You had me calling for you honey and it never would have gone away, no.
You used to shine so bright but I watch all of it fade.

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, ohh no no

You're not sorry ohh no no no

Alhamdulillah....

Ari nie rase sihat n segar semule... after 3 days aku dilanda keracunan makanan...

Thank you Allah... Sesunnguhnyer aku msih lg disayangi... sbb tue aku diuji dgn kesakitan itu...

biase la... sakit itu kn penghapos segala dosa2 kecil.... amin... n Alhamdulliah krn diberi peluang lg tuk terus bernafas di bumi mu ini Ya Allah..

Waah... Today de gud news.... Cimb cni de nk pki org immediately... pe lg.. aku pon trus la drop resume... hopefully, ade rezeki la... amin... biar la dpt keje yg leh menjamin mase dpn aku nie...

bukannyer aku mengharap kekayaan yg bergolek.. tp ckup la jika aku mampu jlnkn tggungjwb sbg seorg anak... bantu menyara keluarga... n juga bantu adik2 ku nnt.. itu la niat yg plg utama dlm hati nie... As ank sulong, aku kene pk tntg sume nie... sbb, kalo parents aku dah xde, aku la tempat diorg bergantung harapan... so, aku kene stabilkn idupku.... for adik2 ku punye future... aku nk diorg sume berjaya n idup senang.... Amin............ Makbulkn la doaku nie Ya Allah.....

BAd Day

errmmm.... kesakitan pwot yg teramat today... ntah aper kene la... siyes dr kol 3 pg smlm aku start muntah2.... sampai la ke pg xleh tdo... xlarat sgt2 rasenyer.... ermmmmm.... sampai skang still muntah lg.... arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhh..... cmne nie... aku xsuke n mls nk g klinik... hope leh baek la nnt....

CheNta......

huk3.... kesedihan melanda... aku rase..aku kene admit... yg dier bukan lg cm dlu2... dier sudah sgt2 berubah... dlu, dier sgt2 pemalu... xramai kwn pmpn... but now... he's totally changed... huhuh...

ok la tue... so, better aku xperlu simpan aper2 perasaan pd dier... sbb x mgkin la dier ade ape2 feeling pd aku lg kn... aaahhh... stop thinking too much la sarah... since da day ktorg hangout together, dier xpnh pon nk msj or kol... cume aku jer yg msj dier.. sengal kn... ahhh.... patotnyer, aku xpyh wat cmtue.... OMG..aper la yg aku pk nie... xkn la dier suke aku lg kn.... Buduh btol la sarah nie.... from today, i've to stop myself from thinking bout him... no..no...no... dier sgt2 berbeza dr dlu.... sgt2... maybe, dier sudah semakin dewasa...... orr.... mybe dier lbh prefer gurl2 yg hot2 n seksi like those girls surrounding him... huhuhu... who am i exactly.. juz an ordinary girl....

errrrmmmmmmmmmmm.......... life is so complicated isn't???

KAWEN...TAWEN....

Uhhhh... semakin ramai kawan2 ku dah muler berura2 ingin kawen n bertunang....

huhuhu.... Alhamdulillah.. aku doakan kalian sume bahagi k... with org kesayangan kamooo....

bile dgr tntg nie... kdg2 terdetik jgk kt hati... bile giliran aku??? patot ker rase tercabar???

for me... xperlu la... its not ur time yet lalink... jodoh diorg dah sampai tue... so aper nk tggu lg... cepat2 kn la segala urusan... n jodoh ku belom muncul2 lg... hope bersabar la cik sarah yer... xperlu risau kalo diri masih belum berpunya... insyallah.. suatu ari nnt muncul la saat gumbire tue...

huhuhu... klaka jer kn... but nowdays, normal la kn kawen lmbt... thanks god my mom n dad x berfikiran konservetif... uhuk3... kalo x, kompem la dah bising kn aku x kawen2 lg.. syg mak n ayh.... sbb diorg sgt2 open dlm hal ini....

Actually... nape ek aku msih xberpunye?? sume kawan2 asyk tnyer psl nie... whyyy??? kdg2 aku sndiri pon xtaw nk bg jwpn aper... xnk kapel?? its not like that... mybe bukan masenyer lg kot... hahahah.. mgkin sbb aku x la cantik mane... xde guy yg tersangkut.. ooorrrrr.......... aku kah yg telalu jual mahal??? persoalan yg amat2 rumit... aku pon xtaw la... maybe xde sape lg dpt bukak pintu hati aku... i juz want to be nice kt sume org yg aku kenal... hopefully, one day nnt... aku akn belajar untuk menyintai n juga dicintai... but not la dlm mase terdekat nie... i'm still enjoying my single life... hik3......

so many times you are there for people who need you, that you forget what it is like to have someone be there for YOU!